Personalities
Thursday, June 5, 2008
I am not a person who has the same personality all the time. I am not the type of person who is very fun all the time. I am not the type of person who is very moody all the time. I am not the type of person who is very serious all the time.
I don't know whether you will classify this as split personality or what, but one thing for sure, I know that my personality changed and I know why, it is a conscious change. These personality change is a result of several factors that decides my mood for the day. A day when I am very fun, horny, high, not because I am high on caffeine/sugar/cocaine/drugs or craving for sex, I have forbidden myself from doing all those forever or prematurely. I just had a feeling that for that day, I want to have some fun, I want to humour myself.
There'll a be a lot of days when I feel moody, or what you freaks call emo. This may result because of a dream I had at night, and it got me to think the rest of the day. This may also be the effect of several events that got me agitated, angry, depressed. On these days, you should be able to tell by my way of speaking, my behaviour, and my bloodshot stares, and also frequently my ignorance towards people.
There'll be days when I want things to be serious. I don't want things to be so confusing, don't beat about the bush. Don't act blur when you're around me. Don't ask me the same questions over and over again. This can be seen when I say this to you, "If you have nothing sensical to say, don't say anything" or other speeches with the same context.
Seldom, there'll be days when I would feel critical. Anything I see, I don't like, I will bluntly criticise, insult. If I don't like you, on that day, I would insult you, hate you, stab you in the back. So if you receive a hint that I am being critical don't say anything to offend me, or you will be heavily hurt emotionally.
So in order of presence.
1. Moody
2. Fun
3. Serious
4. Cricitical.
If you happen to hit the jackpot on that particular day, congratulations.