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High School Musical 3 : Senior Year will be out in Singapore on October 23, the forth day of O Level. I am just advertising, letting all of you know.

Now, with reference to that movie, this is my senior year in ZHSS, maybe it's too late to pronounce that because I am left with less than a month in school. Anyway, I just wanna say that since that it is my last year, or better last month in school, I want to make it the best time of my life. Now that the false promises made by our principal about a prom night, which I have already planned who I'ma make as my datte, there is not really anything other events which I can enjoy myself. So, what I am trying to say is that I'ma stop the hating, and begin the loving. I actually started last friday. I put aside my hatred i have towards other people and somewhat speak to them naturally. Well not really like "Hella!" kind, but just normal conversations, he speaks, i answer. That's all.

But, it was still nice. I had a lot of fun in the last week. And I really wish that this can go on for the next 3 weeks. I'ma have fun with the people around me regardless of the relationship we had in the past.

That aside, let's get to sad part of the post. Not really sad, more like just the portion when i vent my anger. Results are out, and I am not too happy with it. After I listened to my teachers to concentrate less on maths and pay more attention on other subjects, i really regretted that decision. My maths were just borderline distinction and I am not too happy with it. I was terrified everytime the papers were passed out, biting my nails and sitting at the edge of my chair. However, I kept my cool as i tell myself that the prelims have no effect on the o levels. Furthermore, I already screwed my chinese paper because of that stupid thing that happened. Okay, So far I am only happy with chemistry, it is the highest score i had so far. I studied so much for Social Studies and Geography, but so far, a portion of them were returned, and I am not too happy with the outcome, it really makes me hope for the best for the remaining papers. English has not been returned although it is like the first paper to be complete. Chinese not yet because they are still trying to figure out what to do with me. Biology, I am happy so far with my paper 1 results, however I dont think i can keep up with that happiness with paper 2 because I know that I screwed up Paper 2, I already missed out 1 question which weighes 10 marks, 1 question which weighs 9 marks, and I already lost 9 marks in paper 1, so 28 marks gone, I need to get 90/120 to distinctions over all and now, I need 59 marks to achieve that, which is impossible because I have lost 28 marks for paper 2. So bye bye distinctions, just praying for the best.

I really have to buck up for the o levels. So far my last month preparation has been going well. I have been doing prelim papers given by my teachers. And I don't think I will be updating the blog as much now, which is evident by the lack of posts. And yeah, I hope I can improve much, much much much better. I AM HOPING WITH ALL MY HEART AND MIGHT.