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this week was extremely disappointing.

firstly, just today the principal was talking about all these cyber matters and warned the student body to watch what they are saying on the web. Apparently, as i heard that apparently someone was badmouthing someone on the web, and that someone was from our school. then the school found out his rotten behaviour and decided to expel the person. at that moment, i was thinknig.... oh crap, what do i have in this blog? haha... anyway, I was thinknig what has this society turned into. they are easily offended, easily complain, easily judgmental. then everyone is so conservative that they are afraid of to make their own decisions, but make decisions that people want you to make.

in another story, i was shortlisted for exco, and i was kicked out. I was super pissed. Why wasn't i picked? is it because I prefer ballroom/latin to contemporary. Is it because I wanted fusion of ballroom/latin into the choreographies? is it because i was being too enthusiastic on being the president? Is it because i am a guy and the society insist on females to lead the society? what is wrong with me not eligible for the position?

Now the task given to shortlisted nominees is for them to propose a project for the society. I have so many ideas i have in mind and now the society is not going to benefit from them.

After losing out from the run, I have now lesser mood to perform as best as i can. because seriously ccas in school is not the same as actual workforce. Doesnt mean that if i can perform better than the president, i will be promoted... It has been decided that the president is that person, and it will remain that way. So my contribution to the society has definitely dropped tremendously, and this has really brought much ease to my life. All the while i have been trying so hard to be on the teachers' good side, but apparently it makes no effect.

Now my positions in CCAs are,
none
Positions in class are,
none
positions in school are,
none

and the school says that every student has the potential to be a leader, but where is the opportunity? So many positions, yet so few students selected. there are people who are ambitious like me who wish upon greater responsibility, and there are some who wish to just want to have something to be proud of, no matter what happens. and often a times, these people who don't really want the job gets the job, and those who wants it are left to cry over the outcome. again like me...

anyway, I am glad that everything's over, now i can fully concentrate on my studies and get on with Project Work. Plealse let my ideas be acceptable.

xoxo
T