Today had dance and I was anticipating it because we were supposed to choreograph a dance for teachers day performance...

i came late by an hour because i had to attend a really interesting biology lecture by an external speaker... it was really cool what is nano-biotechnology...

anyway, yea back to dance society, I am really mad at the outcome of today. first of all the douche who supposedly is to be in charge of the society thinks that we are not capable enough of chreographing, so the douche got our dance instructor to choreograph. THAT IS FREAKING IDIOTIC!!! this is why i dislike the society because they never allow us to do anything to show off our capability. So okay, the instructor choreographed 2 segments of the performance, and it was really really low standard, which again supports my dislike for the society.

so there were still the hip hop and swing. and the douche called me out on the swing and decided to cut it to 30 seconds!!! what a dick!!! seriously, what could a dancer do in 30 seconds? it's basically like the solos on SYTYCD, it is pretty much empty and useless...

then the hip hop section was really disappointing. first of all, the plan to choreograph a performance was discussed 2 weeks ago, and they still had not gotten a choreography ready by this afternoon!!! worse of all, they intend to imitate an MV choregraphy to a stupid korean song... seriously, have you got no idea what is hip hop? that is practically pop jazz...

another thing that frustrates me was i am supposed to do swing with another girl, and clearly I have no training or background in partner dancing, I wouldn't try to choreograph a dificult routine which is a minute long. It is bad enough not come for the practice for some lame reason of being lazy after the biology, it's another thing when you wasted my time just trying to convince you to do it. Worst of all, she did not say anything to me about ditching the swing until i texted her... then eventually she came to her senses for some reason of sympathising me or whatever not.

Last thing, t-shirt design... I took like a few days to come up with the design, and you tried to ruin it by adding backgrounds. you did not even tell it to me that you want it that way, but instead you got somebody else who did not design it to change it... I was freaking mad then, but i got over it soon... Then today she is finally settling the shirt design, so what is it now? just the word dance on the front and that's it... ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? You've wasted my precious time that i could inject on doing other things and you are settling with just the word dance? And when you said that you did not even acknowledge the effort that I had put in to design... I don't really care about the other designer because it's his own opinion how to respond to that situation, but for me, that is truly unacceptable... If you are not going to use any idea, you should at least acknowledge the effort that the person has put in to come up with that idea. And then you came and ask me whether I object to that settlement? What am i supposed to say in front of everybody else, ooh.. look i took days to design, and you are not going to use it, fuck you?! no, I have self pride too, and I am just disappointed that you do not even bother to take into mind of that... stupid stupid stupid...

For the record this will be the last time that I am going to contribute to help thewelfare of the society, I am just going to mind my own business, improve myself like what i have planned to do while being in the society...