today had a crash course on Oral presentation organized by this public speaking company or whatever, and it was like 4 1/2 hours long... the first 4 hours was like the most boring/interesting part.

1) because my group doesnt have to do anything
2) we get to pick out other group's flaws
3) we get creative on our presentation

then of course in the last half hour, people want to rush things and get the session over, and there were 3 groups left. so you can imagine how the process went. so all the things we get to creatively plan out have to be condensed into 10 minutes each... and I was like crap... I added so many interesting stuff into my portion of the presentation and now i have to cut it down... worse of all, I started to tremble when it's my turn to speak... I completely blanked out and forgot all my funny stuff, i managed to make use of one of it which is to make a reference to the hideous looking board at the back of the classroom... I planned it to be funny, but the nerves got to me and I crapped all the way... I didnt know what i said, i didnt know if it made any sense, i wasnt even sure if i said anything at all....

after which, i got picked out for my bad bad bad posture... apparently, the trainer noticed my swaying body, and wants me to correct it... seriously... he doesnt not that i was trembling from my waist down... my knees were shaking vigorously, and i was trying to stabilise it by swaying... and subsequentially, no one noticed that the notepad was shaking too... ARGH!!!! I hate talking to a big group, that's why i am never going to go public speaking, never going to talk to groups...

anyway, the trainer revealed that he owns a twitter account... ALL HAIL TWITS!!! so i checked out his account and saw a really interesting twit...

Food for thought: If you already have a million dollar in your bank, will you still continue doing what you do?
about 17 hours ago from TwitterFon

I find this very interesting because never really give much thought about fortune... but honestly a million is kind of little. i think it's not even enough to buy a private property... personally, i would've aimed for 5 million, then i would buy a really nice home with all the really good feng shui, furnish it well, I might be reconstructing the whole interior design... buy a really big plasma TV with universal remote control, remove all doors, excluding toilet(seriously, when i poop, i don't want the stink to diffuse into the living room) then in my house, there will be a mini dance studio, hire a trainer, get a partner and participate in competitions. ooh... no pets in house, nothing against pets but not a fan of them... about answering the "continue doing what you do" part, perhaps if only it does not take up much of my time... then again if I wanna be a surgeon, it would already take up half of my life... I know!!! i will get a lesser hectic job, buy myself a cadaver and surgical instruments. It will be my hobby to cut it up and fix it back... Freaky? actually kinda considering that i am writing this at 1 in the morning....

I'll say no more

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